Floating in a cosmic cloud

Sliding alone through life
cause my heart has left me
I carry my burden like Christ
bleeding and full of tears.

I'm a child lost in the desert
drying myself completely
drinking my own tears
burning in a living hell.

My world is a rollercoaster
but I'm not enjoying it
why couldn't I had a safe trip?
why do I have to see love pass by (and just say bye)?

Floating in a cosmic cloud
my dreams become nightmares
and I wake in the mornings
with a cold and black heart.

Millions of stars gaze at me every night
but they are not bright enough
even though I open my arms to them
no one will ever meet me in our space